This morning I woke up early, and was about to get out of bed to work, but thought: no, it’s Sunday, I won’t make any intention to work, work will find me when I’m bored, and I promptly fell asleep again. I got out of bed at 10am and sat at the computer. No inclination towards work was felt.
I did my chores and went to the gym. The day was sunny and I felt suprisingly uplifted for my average as of late, and when I came back home I prepared a very large salad. I then had a nap and dreamed about code, but this time it was very vivid, I was seeing actual code and a cursor, and I was jumping between functions changing things so that they would work.
I woke up and sat down at the computer, this time work did find me, but I took it easy by taking many breaks and not trying to extend my states of flow. I was facing something that I thought would be tremendously challenging and I wasn’t sure I wanted to do it, but things went surprisingly smooth. I don’t know the slightest thing about matrix transformations, but reading a bit of documentation, having a relaxed attitude towards failure, pretty quickly I was able to do what I had in mind. I felt excitement again. It’s coming together!