I was the chosen student of an old wise man archetype. There was a formless and helpless woman whom I had to protect, but I found great difficulty in achieving it. At a certain moment that woman became María, and she wanted to have sex with me. I guessed that if she was OK with it, I'd be too. In the middle of the act I knew it to be wrong, and told her we should stop, even though I was enjoying it.
