I was with Yoimé and we had gone to a kind of large organized orgy. She was thrilled to be with me again, and I saw here and she was stunningly beautiful. People from nearby tables would eye at her with desire, and though I knew Yoimé was there only to fuck me, I was uncomfortable and insecure.
I had masturbated three or four times before the event and was sexually exhausted, and I was not carrying any pills, so I was imagining that I would not perform, and that someone else would move me away and do the job for me, because she would get horny and I would be impotent.
A guy carrying a baby whom she knew came over the table and begun flirting with her, and I was jealous so I came over and shoved him away. He left not without saying "be careful, can't you see that I'm carrying a baby?" and I lied "Oh sorry, I hadn't seen that".
The orgy begun and I was tying to take Yoimé to a comfortable secluded area while everyone was fucking in public, but in reality I was just buying time because I knew I wouldn't be able to get an erection. Finally she took the lead and pulled me into a shower stall where she begun sucking my dick. I was surprised to get a full erection, but still refused to fuck her because I knew I would go limp. She had stripped herself entirely and she was beautiful.
(I masturbated to porn last night and had promised myself not to do so, and I feel the two dreams I had today are stern warnings).