I was in my former apartment in Playa del Carmen. There was a party there. It no longer felt like my home. The room was dark and the party was intense. I was at the edge of the dance floor, looking into it wishing to dance but not really knowing how to do it. Next to me was a petite dark skinned asian woman, she looked Thai. I wished to invited her to dance but I could not muster the courage.
Then I was sleeping in bed. The asian woman was lying next to me. I embraced her as the big spoon, she pressed herself against me. I felt inebriated more with love than lust, her warm body was heaven. I woke in hugging the pillow in the albergue, as I was doing the camino at this time.