I was at La Hacienda in Puebla, and I wanted to enter the part where parties usually take place. A graphic design YouTuber told me there was a special event and I wasn't allowed in. As I was leaving he came back and called for me, and said he would make an exception and let me in.
As we were walking in, he grabbed me by the rat's tail on the back of my head, and lifted me up until my head reached the ceiling. I was irritated by this act, and took it for a lack of respect, but he was non-challant about it. (A/N the joker was "lifting me up" in the social hierarchy).
When I entered I found a group of people sitting in a circle of chairs, I said hello by giving awkward kisses, because I knew myself to be in Mexico by I wanted to give to kisses and women only one. I came to Natalia and she was surprised to see me. I was friendly but she expressed resentment because of our past. I felt I had wronged her and I said "we can talk about it later if you want", and she responded, "yes, we can speak later, but not about that".
By then either I forgot or didn't care about greeting everybody, and I came to the real part of the party. It was full of people from high school, and I greeted many people. I didn't remember their names, but everybody remembered my name, and I was a bit embarrassed because of this. One particular classmate, I think it was Hanelore, told me "Oh, I always thought your ears looked like mine, and I'm glad to see that they have evolved in the same way". I looked at her ears and they were huge, hairy and sticking out. I thought "those look nothing like my ears" but said "that's funny, I like people whose ears are similar to mine".
Everything was amazingly detailed. I came upon my cousins. Andrés was practicing on a skateboard. I admired his tricks. Then I asked him: Andrés, is this a dream? He stopped practicing and went pensive. After some thought he said "no, no, it's not a dream". and I replied "yeah, that's what it seemed to me, everything is too real". Then his face went dark and I couldn't look into it. The darkness spread to his body, and then to the rest of the scene. I woke up with feelings of aliveness.
I breathed in and out with the aliveness and felt it throughout my body. It was as if everything inside me was bubbling pleasant sensations. I meditated on this and then went back to sleep.