I went to Spain because Sam and Lorena invited me while they were in Mexico. I wen't with them on the plane, for with I paid $15,000 MXN, and upon arriving to Madrid I felt very compelled to visit María, but I found it difficult justify how I could spend that money to be with Sam and Lorena, but not with her (to myself). A part of me was saying "It's my life and I do as I please" and the other was saying I wasn't being congruent.
For a moment I thought about calling her by surprise, then I realized it wouldn't be a good idea. I went out partying with Sam and Lorena, but I couldn't stop thinking about María.
